We all make promises, we all want to keep something, but I accept to give up only when I find it impossible to do anything else. And it hurts me worse when I see that many are able to do something, to fight fiercely, but they don't. And it makes me to give up, make me want to run, because actually I see the same thing. Yes, I'm tired of running, I want to stay, but i want to see that I am not the only one who want to change, who wants to do this and finally found the motivation. And guess what? Even I was the only one, always the only. I always fough to exhaustion, I always found the motivation, even the last time...and why? For letting a part of me to someone? To finde out in the end that I can't be human anymore?
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